Yesterday I was in "one of my moods" as my mother would say. I was agitated and grumpy all day and my daughter was driving me crazy. She was just being her normal wild, silly self but yesterday I kept having to exhale and pray to God for patience to deal with her.
I feel this way from time to time and it's usually for no reason in particular. I start thinking about all the things that I want... repeat...I want in life that I do not currently have, everything in my life that is not ideal, what I thought I would/would not be doing at this age...you get the picture. Now I fully realize that it is nothing but the devil creeping into my thoughts and that the feeling passes quickly, but it is still hell getting through the day.
Well, needless to say I am over it and today was much better. I am back to my usual care-free happy go lucky self. I having been doing chores throughout the day and even managed to put up my Christmas tree. Today was the first year that Camryn was able to help and she really enjoyed hanging ornaments on the tree. It was so cute to see her deciding where to hang each little ball and of course all of hers ended up in the same spot...at the bottom of the tree to the right. It's moments like this that bring me back to reality and appreciate my circumstance.
Happy workweek all!
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